People lie...deal with it

So many people you trust, just lie to you...unfortunatley, they can't come clean whenever it is pertinent. They just don't care and then you find out what a fucking idiot you are....wonder what else they have withheld from you...just forgot; right?????????????????????


What the fuckever!


Anyway...to bad the trust is lost. Very unfortunate.

Day after

The feast is over and just a ton of dishes to clean. Chris started cleaning. I guess I will finish the rest. Just talking to my Dad on IM. Chris is watching some movie upstairs waiting to see if he needs to help his soldier move. His soldiers are interesting but I guess that can be another topic.

I'm very happy for my dad. He has started seeing a girl named Lisa. I have yet to meet her. He's happy, so I am too. I guess they have toothbrushes at each others houses. Interesting...he asked me what it meant. Too funny, my dad asking me for advice. I still don't know how my brother feels, but you can never get a hold of him. By the way, my brother had another boy. Proud father once again. Apparently, his temper is getting the best of him. He needs some anger management course.

Hope everything is well with everyone. Things are good here. Later

Thanksgiving

Happy Thanksgiving to all!!!!!

As you have already heard in BOLD text from Chris...we have decided not to have the wedding. Why...

1. Way to much money...~ 20,000...no matter how you look at it
2. Rather have a fabulous time in Europe for a Honeymoon trip
3. Finish school
4. Not live paycheck to paycheck
5. Rather spend money when I would like to spend it :)

Things are well. Started making the pies for Thanksgiving...we'll see how they turn out. Had to make a cherry/raspberry pie, ran out of cherries. Making Pecan for the first time. I think Chris has a problem with me making the turkey. He can cut it...

Not much else is going on. We have new family members...Foxy and Midnight. Hope Marge and Homer are doing well:)

What am I thankful for this year....just life

Posting shit, again

Yes...I have failed to keep my readers entertained!!! I don't really believe I have any out there except my sexy husband and my wonderful friends.

WHAT"S UP????

By the way Chris and I are fine...just a minor hiccup...no worries. PARTY this weekend!!!!

I'm very excited!! My husband finally finishes up his class and I am out of here. I, of course will miss you all...but I must go. It's been real...

What can I talk about??? My lazy ass is starting to get fat...not really, holding strong on those 10lbs I lost a couple of months ago. I have started running and boy are my legs sore. Actually, it was more like sprinting for 30 minutes...great for getting out your aggression, too bad I have been tight for the last couple of mornings. I must again run tonight.

Chris is getting into shape...so I must follow suit. Especially since I'm trying for a slammin' body for the wedding!!! And we all know I am no spring chicken so I must think about my well being for the future...can you say kids...wait am I suppose to be talking about that;)

What else can my fingers babble about.

Yes, I am completely and utterly IN LOVE with my husband...just wanted to throw that out there. And yes....he was a butthead!!! I still love him...not quite sure if I forgive him, maybe a swift kick in the ass might help...just kidding. I love him, no matter what. If there is a next time, you all may not see him for a while cause I'm going to lock him in a shed somewhere with a loaf of bread and some water...let him think for awhile. He does enough thinking on his own, no need for that...plus it will NEVER happen again:)

I love you Chris!!! I'm soooooooooooo excited!!!! Noone can wipe the smile of my face...Only a few more days. I cannot wait to be alone with him. Randy...sorry!!! Me first :)

Well, I hope this is enough to hold you all over until i arrive in TX with my hubby!!!!

Feelings

Ever get the feeling something bad is going to happen? Or your talking to someone and your heart sinks into your stomach. Great feeling, right? Oh well...just have to go with it.



This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there’s just one left
'Cause you know,
you know, you know
That I love you


I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you’ll be with me and you’ll never go
Stop breathing if I don’t see you anymore


On my knees, I’ll ask
Last chance for one last dance
‘Cause with you, I’d withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I’d give it all
I’d give for us
Give anything but I won’t give up
‘Cause you know,
you know, you know


That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you’ll be with me and you’ll never go
Stop breathing if I don’t see you anymore


So far away
Been far away for far too long
So far away
Been far away for far too long
But you know,
you know, you know


I wanted
I wanted you to stay
‘Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
‘Cause I’m not leaving
Hold on to me and never let me go


Nickelback:.Far Away

Life

Augh.......

I have felt stressed to the max lately...nothing I can really do about it except let it slide off my shoulders. I guess if I was actually taking care off myself the stress would not be that bad.

Yeah...I started that before I went to the field!!!! I'm not that stressed, anymore, I guess. Whatever stress is.

Chris is probably more stressed then he has ever been before. Only two months and maybe a week to go!!!! Don't know what I'm talking about...I'm moving to TEXAS in two months!!!! I am soooooooooooooooo excited. And I have already talked to my next command...what a breath of fresh air!!!

Yeah, I know. I haven't posted anything in forever. Okay...so lets talk the exercise. The best thing that happened, (well, it is my last one!!) but I lost 10, that is right...10 lbs! Wholly shit!!! So now that the first 10 are gone the rest should be easy...ha! As I sit here drinking a beer...last one for awhile at least this week. Not much else to talk about...no alcohol, just pepsi!! Anyway, it was a good time for a field exercise and tiring. I was the "Bitch of the Bush". I have a crown and sash to prove it...but I think the crown was lost in pack up. Things went very smoothly except for the very end when we could not find a SINGAR. Of course, it was left at the range, just sitting there all by itself.

As everyone knows...we are buying a house. Chris has been great. He has done everything. What more could a woman ask for. I wish I was there to help. He has even done most of the wedding reservations. I think the only thing Chris has to do now is......real me in from spending too much money. I think he is a little stressed about money but I guess I have been so over my head in debt that our bills do not affect me that much. We have bills that we can handle. We are not in debt... let me tell you about debt

17,000 car loan
2,000 to 5,000 in personal loans (at any given time)
~ 20,000 in credit card debt....many, many cards...some in bad status
repossesed car payment...at one time
add rent, car insurance, and any other misc items.... and only on E4 to E5 pay....

I had very, very, VERY bad credit. Don't ask me...I survived on paycheck to paycheck...barely
Let's put it this way...I had to have a roomate or I would have went into bankruptcy. And I am very sure other people have had it worse then me. I have to say, after my second deployment, that was the last time I needed a second job.

Oh well...that was then. I think since so much is going on at once...things seem bleak on the money side.
Not to worry....anyway...you only live once!!!!

Well....I hope everyone had a good Fourth!!! Chris had a Birthday!!!!! I could only arrange a card, but he got it on his B-day!!!! Also, we have been together for over a year!!!! SWEET! I won't bore everyone, but I LOVE CHRIS!!!!!! I cannot wait to move into our new house together.

Okay...just boring ratting for you all. I'll be at work tomorrow....yippee!!!!

Friends

The difference between FAKE ASS friends and REAL friends

FAKE ASS FRIENDS: Never ask for food.
REAL FRIENDS: are the reason you have no food.

FAKE ASS FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr/Mrs
REAL FRIENDS: Call your parents DAD/MOM

FAKE ASS FRIENDS: bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong.
REAL FRIENDS: Would sit next to you sayin "Damn ... we screwed up ... but that shit was fun!"

FAKE ASS FRIENDS: never seen you cry.
REAL FRIENDS: cry with you

FAKE ASS FRIENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back.
REAL FRIENDS: keep your shit so long they forget its yours.

FAKE ASS FRIENDS: know a few things about you.
REAL FRIENDS: Could write a book about you with direct quotes from you.

FAKE ASS FRIENDS: Will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing.
REAL FRIENDS: Will kick the whole crowds ass that left you.

FAKE ASS FRIENDS: Would knock on your front door.
REAL FRIENDS: Walk right in and say "I'M HOME!"

FAKE ASS FRIENDS: Are for awhile.
REAL FRIENDS: Are for life.

FAKE ASS FRIENDS: Will take your drink away when they think you've had enough.
REAL FRIENDS: Will look at you stumbling all over the place and say "B$#&h drink the rest of that you know we don't waste."

FAKE ASS FRIENDS: will talk shit to the person who talks shit about you.
REAL FRIENDS: Will knock them the f#$k out