Building Blocks

Saturday, July 01, 2006

Life

Augh.......

I have felt stressed to the max lately...nothing I can really do about it except let it slide off my shoulders. I guess if I was actually taking care off myself the stress would not be that bad.

Yeah...I started that before I went to the field!!!! I'm not that stressed, anymore, I guess. Whatever stress is.

Chris is probably more stressed then he has ever been before. Only two months and maybe a week to go!!!! Don't know what I'm talking about...I'm moving to TEXAS in two months!!!! I am soooooooooooooooo excited. And I have already talked to my next command...what a breath of fresh air!!!

Yeah, I know. I haven't posted anything in forever. Okay...so lets talk the exercise. The best thing that happened, (well, it is my last one!!) but I lost 10, that is right...10 lbs! Wholly shit!!! So now that the first 10 are gone the rest should be easy...ha! As I sit here drinking a beer...last one for awhile at least this week. Not much else to talk about...no alcohol, just pepsi!! Anyway, it was a good time for a field exercise and tiring. I was the "Bitch of the Bush". I have a crown and sash to prove it...but I think the crown was lost in pack up. Things went very smoothly except for the very end when we could not find a SINGAR. Of course, it was left at the range, just sitting there all by itself.

As everyone knows...we are buying a house. Chris has been great. He has done everything. What more could a woman ask for. I wish I was there to help. He has even done most of the wedding reservations. I think the only thing Chris has to do now is......real me in from spending too much money. I think he is a little stressed about money but I guess I have been so over my head in debt that our bills do not affect me that much. We have bills that we can handle. We are not in debt... let me tell you about debt

17,000 car loan
2,000 to 5,000 in personal loans (at any given time)
~ 20,000 in credit card debt....many, many cards...some in bad status
repossesed car payment...at one time
add rent, car insurance, and any other misc items.... and only on E4 to E5 pay....

I had very, very, VERY bad credit. Don't ask me...I survived on paycheck to paycheck...barely
Let's put it this way...I had to have a roomate or I would have went into bankruptcy. And I am very sure other people have had it worse then me. I have to say, after my second deployment, that was the last time I needed a second job.

Oh well...that was then. I think since so much is going on at once...things seem bleak on the money side.
Not to worry....anyway...you only live once!!!!

Well....I hope everyone had a good Fourth!!! Chris had a Birthday!!!!! I could only arrange a card, but he got it on his B-day!!!! Also, we have been together for over a year!!!! SWEET! I won't bore everyone, but I LOVE CHRIS!!!!!! I cannot wait to move into our new house together.

Okay...just boring ratting for you all. I'll be at work tomorrow....yippee!!!!
 
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